decided i'm going to start the 2468 tomorrow instead of my other calorie set... and i will repeat the Cycle until May 15
Monday April 21- 200
Tuesday April 22- 400
Wednesday April 23- 600
Thursday April 24- 800
Friday April 25- Fast
Saturday April 26- 200
Sunday April 27- 400
Monday April 28- 600
Tuesday April 29- 800
Wednesday April 30- Fast
Thursday May 1- 200
Friday May 2- 400
Saturday May 3- 600
Sunday May 4- 800
Monday May 5- Fast
Tuesday May 6- 200
Wednesday May 7- 400
Thursday May 8- 600
Friday May 9- 800
Saturday May 10-Fast
Sunday May 11- 200
Monday May 12- 400
Tuesday May 13- 600
Wednesday May 14- 800
Thursday May 15- Fast
Current Weight: 148
Goal Weight by end of 2468: 135
25 days to lose 13 pounds
2.6 pounds must be lost in each cycle
OMG HOW I HAVE MISSED YOU JOURNAL....
i went home to Chicago for a week to spend time with my dad and baby brother.... oh it was soooo much fun... although when I go home it is hard to keep on an ana diet... especially with my dad... he loves food.. although i am very proud of daddy.. even he lost 15 pounds!!!
anyway... being up there I couldnt use the computer or LJ... so here i am.. back at work a week later and able to finally write to LJ again...
I ate so much when i was back home... i hated it! its okay though because i'm starting a fast today! all i'm having is iced tea.. WHEN NECESSARY! i plan to stick to it through the weekend. and then monday its 300 calories or less for 3 days and then 200 calories or less for 2 days and then next weekend it will be 100 calories or less for 2 days and then that monday through friday will be a 5 day fast!
MONDAY THRU FRIDAY: 0000000000000000000000 FASTING 0000000000000000000000000
i work until 4 today and then i have to take my boyfriend to work and then i can go to the gym.. i think my boyfriends cousin is going to work out with me.. which i always enjoy because her and i look and weigh the same... so shes a good competition to work out with.. although shes been doing really well with her food journal and i havent... i need to print one out for the next week so i can keep track of my cals.... and hopefully beat her out this week and lose 1 pound more than her!!!!
She's never been the one who's been called
"Pretty" or "Beautiful"
Always thought of as "Special" or "Unique"
Even if she heard it
It's all lies to her
And she doesn't even want to try anymore
The only thing she'll focus on
Is becoming more invisible everyday
No matter what it takes
And she'll never worry
Because she can always think to herself
Who am I hurting if they can't see me anyway?
It's not a habit anymore
It's a lifestyle
She didn't ask for this life
But she worked for it
She'll regret nothing but everything at the same time
Invisible's not good enough when the option of gone is achievable
She could cry for days at a time
But only she can pretend tears never fell from her eyes.
Once they're dry, it's all a secret.
Along with everything else she's ever done or said.
Only she could think of an advantage.
No one will miss me.